Hey everyone... it's been a while since I've been on. I haven't had any time. I just posted a few poems, I hope you all like them. So... what's new you ask? a lot. Me and ashley split up about a month ago. It's been really hard, but I've been pushing through everything harder than ever. I'm in love again, so it's fine. But I'm not meant to be in love right now. I'm really not meant to have anyone there, so I'm taking the time to know myself,and depend on myself, instead of others. This year has been the hardest year I've ever encountered. However, no bad has come from it. I have learned soi many life lessoins this year, that I hoestly can't say I regret anything I have done. I'm, turning 18 in a week, and I'm pretty excited for that. hmmm.. let's see..... what else has happened since i last let the world know... um... I'm in another band. We're called Vital Malice, and we just played our first show last saturday. I'm completely addicted to shows now, so I'm tryign to get us some more shows... I'm the bassist. Well, i think my poems reflect how I truly feel right now, so you should read them! Um... yeah. Love is the fuel for my body, and I lvoe every person in my life right now. Especially Micaela and Tyler. You guys mean so much to me, you could never know. I'm so thankful for both of you. Y'all have stuck with me through thick and thin, and i thank yu for that. Thank you for showing me who I truly am, and thank you for loving me in a way that I have never felt. I could go on forever and a day talking about how much I love you guys, but I'm sure you're already tired of it.

So, I'm pretty sure that's about all I have to say right now. I'll try to keep the world updated with my life. I'm trying to get some of my poems published, so everyone should send me a not telling me which ones i should send in. I really don't know. Well, thanks for listening to my rambling! I love you all! God bless!

-Alex